After spending some time to return messages to potentional subs on collarme and seeing what may happen upon femdommesociety, both sites have been where most of my time had been preoccupied lately with searching for subs. I find so many potentional subs, several have made gestures that touched my heart when I barely know any of you, I know once I decide on a sub I will be lucky. As several of you had already done what has been required of you by going through the classes I suggested which is very appreciated, just to let ya know I am smiling now.
This makes me realize how life could be if I bought my dominance out into real life although it feels like its always there, I am trying to keep that spirit growing inside of me. Its not something that just feels natural however in a relationship when I remain in control, I feel more happy and confident with myself. It gives me confidence to become that goddess which lives within myself as through the domme courses, I am also following them to do what is required.
Now about my annoyances and don't worry this has nothing to do with my life online,it auctually has to do with work, I love it there. For those of you who don't know, I happen to work in a mailroom with 27 male drivers whom go and come as they please, and 4 other guys, there is only a few of us females. Most of the guys there treat me wonderfully, lately there has been a new employer whom I've helped trained, he frustrates me, the lack of the desire to work. It's gotten to the point where I walk over to him show him what he should be doing like one would show a little kid if one must be that lazy and demand him to work. Now this reminded me why I like submission in guys, those whom make me pleased and happy, lazyness and slacking off,isn't very attractive to me. However it looks like this guy is jealous of me because how all the others adore me, because how sweet I am, and my boss who is also female treats me very well being she completely trusts me and my methods. Hmmm, I wonder how much days it would be before I lose control and yell,snap at him. ::smirks:: If I had it my way,he would be over on his knees discplined and begging to do better. Too bad I can't make someone behave;)
Now for those sweet guys whom have been asking about my birthday, its next month, I am auctually taking off from June 27 to the next sunday, that monday I need to be at work. I am still making out plans, what to do but with my best friend I will see the Little Mermaid on Broadway then on another day with my mother for my birthday seeing Wicked which will be amazing, yup I love and adore the theatre, also love going to New York.:) Some of you offered me money or gifts when I am not even a financial domme, as sweet the thought is, if you would really like to give me something just sponser me on femdommesociety, as I always love being spoiled
That's all for today
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